Am I A Demigod Please Help me! Thanks?

PEOPLE LISTEN IM YOUNG SO U CANT SAY IM TOO OLD FOR THIS. when in hanging out with my friends sometimes i lose focus and have a vision, and sometimes when i wake up i feel like im..falling i like nature and im afraid of heights im cool with water it revives me and love horses.i might have adhd but my mom doesnt want to take me to the doctor i havent been there in 3 years. i dont have any pictures with my father and i have 5 brothers and sisters that i know of, 3 step moms not including real one im just at a loss here, can someone help me? plus if u post anything mean i put up a very persistent and annoying conversation so u better watch yourself an any ideas who my dad might be i heard he visited so i snuck downstairs i saw he was like... glowing in the dark of the night. call me crazy if you please but i know how to use a sword and heck ill go as far as to say magic exists because i belive it does. and please help! thanks.